I took this picture four years ago
to the day
January 3rd, 2015
I remember this moment
I wanted to capture it
I was sad and pissed
in a good way
Fired up
about my own self
I’d been working with a coach…
Involved in personal development…
Attending live events…
Doing all of this for just over a year…
And in this moment…
Standing in the kitchen in my condo…
I was done
pretending
faking it
acting like i was happy when i wasn’t
I was done
with the bullshit
I was done
with MY bullshit
Annndddd
allow me to be
REALLY
REALLY
CLEAR
Standing there
I didn’t have the answers
I was struggling financially
I was unfulfilled
I was working in a career I no longer wanted to be in
I was uncertain of my purpose
I was unsure of my next moves
I had no clarity on the how or the what or any of the specifics
AND
The first step
The one i think folks frequently forget about
The FIRST step
Is the one where you get tired of your own bullshit
You get tired of hitting the wall you keep hitting
You get tired of the sexy stories (lies)
The lies you’re telling
about how you’re fine
about how it’s fine
about how you’re happy
It’s okay
you say
you’re okay
You get tired
of being sick
You get tired
of being so tired
Because it’s from THAT point
That point where you’re done
That point when you’re really ready to put down the struggle
It’s from that point
things can change
And by things
I mean
E V E R Y T H I N G
I didn’t know…
Four months after i took this pic I’d invest in a coaching certification
I didn’t know…
One year after that I’d be a certified Neruo-Transformational Results Coach
And my friend
I didn’t have the capacity
I lacked the vision
to see that four years after I took this picture I’d be…
Happier than I ever imagined was possible
Fulfilled at a level I thought someone like me could never reach
So on fire
Fiercely passionate
Crazy wild
Courageous
In love with me
In love with life
In love with humanity
On purpose
Deep in my trust and knowingness that I’ve got me
I knew people lived this way
I’d heard of ’em
I’d seen one or two
But I did not
SHE did not
know it was possible for her
She had no clue what was coming for her
And friend, neither do you
My invitation is to get in the work on yourself
Invest in your healing
THAT is what’s necessary
That’s the answer to your struggle
It may not be the answer you’re looking for
It may not be the answer you want to hear
But it is the answer
The REAL answer
There are no shortcuts
No quick fixes
No one-size-fits-all approach to your UNIQUE self
You’re not broken
You can heal
You can learn to love and trust yourself
It is possible for someone like you
It was possible for someone like me
